right now I hate myself, I hate my life, and I would rather be almost anywhere but here....honestly I feel like ive never been good enough, Ive never been pretty enough, Ive never been smart enough, Ive never been anything, everything Ive worked so damn hard to gain, is lost within a minute and never regained. I love my friends, and I love my boyfriend, but
someone just stab me where I lie,
take the breath from my lungs,
the warmth from my cheeks,
the blood from my body,
dont ask questions, just do as I say,
pick up my wrists,
slit them this way not that way,
Let them bleed,
let the blood spill upon the floor,
and as I lay their dying,
write a note,
set it next to my heart,
and upon that note make sure it is known that I died for
trust,
for love,
for happiness,
and above all for life.

Im not suicidal, Im just somewhat depressed at the moment.
never forget where you came from, rock like there's no tomorrow, dance like you have no sorrow, sing like no one is there, and walk without a care. smile all the time, eat lemons, not limes lol
love always and forever,
Steph